Receive the present moment as if is was your only moment. Heighten your senses. Be alert. Even if you currently live in a feeling of not reaching your “goal” then sense the ripples of the actions you already initiated – they go far! Creation comes in waves. When you stay true to your intentions then it will ALWAYS come back to you. No exceptions!

Spend time to purify your thoughts. It will help tremendously. Be focused on your INTENTION and stay away as much as possible from all distractions. When there is “time left” then spend it in nature, relax and connect as much as possible with your eternal being. When you learn to live this way then you are all “winners”.

There is nothing you need to do, but we do feel your sense of urgency in your hearts. That is ok, as long as you do not let your sense of urgency take over. There is time. And you are just awaiting the respons to the wave that was initiated. It is extremely important to be patient when a large ripple has been sent out or you will distract the possibilities for it to come back in a strong return wave. It does not mean that you can not do anything. It just means that it is best to wait for the return of the wave in that area and maybe do things that are not related. You will learn this and eventually there will be very little elapse time from when you send something out to when it returns. You are pioneers and as pioneers you will also have to break through some of the very dense energies. Stay focused in a relaxed way. Stay tuned and know that the Universe ALWAYS responds!

When you initiate something – do it because you feel inspired, not as a reaction. Whenever you feel inspired put it into action. When you feel great – that is the time! Sometimes you will initiate actions from a less inspired state – then do so and try your best to send it with good thoughts. It may help you to feel more inspired when the next impulse comes.

We are always here to work with you. At this point in time we are “re-grouping”. New possibilities are opening up based on the last wave that was sent out. Take time to enjoy silence and just be. Some of you are more at easy with that when others really only value themselves when they put in actions. The truth is that action without inspiration is kind of wasted as it does not help to raise the vibrations – on the contrary it is actually disturbing.

Enjoy silence for as long as it takes and know that you are up for new ventures well grounded in your peaceful and joyous space within.

Stay Curious…is the answer to my question “I wonder how this will work?“. The question is automatically changed to “I wonder how this will flow?“. Stay Curious!

To be curious about life and how life will flow around, through or about something seems to be key. Not to have preconceived ideas. Not to hold any “right” answer before it has happened. I guess one of the more difficult things in today’s society as we are so “trained” to know the answers – to have the right answers and to do the “right” things according to frameworks that no longer serves us, or in part are outdated.

My biggest question right now is “how can I retain my sense of nothingness and at the same time also be out in the world among a lot of people?” Stay curious! Be open in every moment to receive. Be empty of ideas and solutions knowing that that is not the point. The point is to dis-cover new areas and new ways to receive creation – stay curious. The answer to ALL QUESTIONS is to stay curious and to receive that which is flowing in the moment.

You have your intention to “fall back on”. Trust that life will present itself aligned with your intention and in ways which serves the light and development for all. Stay curious, stay in the wonder of life.

To abandon “solutions” as the final answer for everything is to open for the beauty of the ever changing life. It is the possibility to sense the flow, to be the flow in every moment. As the moment is going into the next moment, so are you, and you are flowing with every expression of life. Be curious!

I have just come out from a very intense period. It has been  “hard work” to get the website launched for us to have a foundation to lean on. As we are on a discovery journey we have of course also studied the energy present and our reactions in the process. I said to Morya – you have to excuse my grumpiness, I am tired. She understood. At several points there were tension. Morya called in impetus, a word that I have no relation to. I have a feeling that when we use tension in the right way it will serve as a stepping stone in our process – to something that is more true and honest. Maybe that is what the word impetus means…. to leverage a power that seemingly was not positive for development to something better. Being conscious about what is there helps to sort out the “negative” responses to be used as impetus – a spring board for a different action or direction. Lots of fun in this process. Lots of learning.

After the launch of the website and our joint venture Joy Ventures I literally have to shut down – I have a need for nothingness. I talked to a friend that said that there is a need to refill (energy) and I simply reacted with – no I do not need to refill I need to empty myself! This is quite contradictory to what we hear when we have been working hard. Maybe science now is catching up and through, for example mindfulness practices, they begin to understand that we in our wholesome state actually need nothing and that this is the state that we long for. Not to be filled with a whole new set of experiences, but quite the opposite – to empty ourselves from anything that has been going on. I have really had a feeling during this process (quite consciously) that I do not like myself when I am working so intensely. I also know that I did it as an active choice because I wanted the foundation to be ready so that we could move on with other things. I also have an upcoming vacation where I really wanted to “get ready” so that I could leave everything with a rather empty “to-do” list. It is so interesting to be an observer of my own energy and what is happening in my life, how I am the creator of everything that I experience!

My conclusion is that instead of refilling my system, I am in great need of nothingness. No plans. No agenda. Just be in the moment and sense what is. And when nothing is happening then that is absolutely perfect. I know that when I am in this place for some days, then my system will have emptied enough for life energy from the highest source to be able to reach me again, because I know that I am nothing but Joy when I cut out the noise.

In yesterday’s yoga session the word “balance” triggered something in me. And I understood that how I previously have thought about balance needed an upgrade. Why is that you may think?

Let me give you a little background…. When I left the corporate world for a different life, then I said to myself “I want to go from 100% movement/activity to 0% movement/activity from one moment to the next“. For anyone that is stressed out from work you realize how challenging this is. But I was so sure that this was the path for me. To be 100% in activity/engaged in one moment and in the next moment to be totally in “no-activity”. But without these moments to be a balancing act of some kind.

When I was working in a traditional way then I understood “balance” as a balancing act between time of activity and time with no activity. In my busy work life there was no time for no-activity as I was required to work a lot by the nature of my role. I “had to” be present in meetings and I did a lot of travel. This was really straining on my energy. I am sure that many of you also recognize that there are a lot of built in requirements in today’s work environments. My body found a way to compensate….it droppen my engagement level from 100% to very low levels. Clever. It did a kind of balancing to cope. It was a way for my body not to shut down completely. So this is the understanding that I have held – that I need to balance “time with activity” with “time of no activity” to survive.

Yesterdays yoga session tough me something different. When I am balanced then I can be 100% engaged and in activity. When I am balanced then I can also be 100% in no-activity. I must be in a place of balance to reach those states. They are not to balance out one another! The concept “to balance” activity with no activity only exist in duality. When you go beyond duality there is (already) balance and maybe the only way to go beyond duality is to be balanced – to be connected in/with my whole being – for spirit and body to be one. Then I will be able to be 100% engaged in activity and in the next moment be 100% engaged and in no activity. I am balanced regardless!

My philosophy teacher at high school in the late ’70th was the reason I ended up studying IT. We were studying logic and I was fascinated by the subject. If this, then that, else something different….  He said “logic is the basis for programming computers”. I was “sold on the idea” and knew that I wanted to study programming, or as it was called in Sweden – ADB which translates to “automated data processing”.

Anyway, you may realise that IT was not a very common path in the early ’80s. I have never regretted taking that route. I still love technology and what it can do. Logic comes very natural to me. It simply is logical :-). My brain does not have to think, it just is there. And when things are not logical, then my body protests…. It is very interesting to have this background now when I am a student of creation and when logic is not logical any more. And when new logical pathways opens up.

Since I left the corporate world 2009 I have been on a de-programming and re-programming journey. What I learned I had to de-learn. What I now start to understand has come as a re-programming in my system. This is all very interesting and required that I was ready to let go of “truths” and facts that are intrinsic in our society and the way we are brought up. It has not been an easy ride but well worth it. I experience life very differently now. It can not really be explained, but has to be experienced. I have tried many times to “explain” what it is that I am now sensing and what sometimes I “know”, but so far it has mostly created frustration. I thank god for all the young people that already comes with the Human 3.0 operating system and that are ready to take off! We need to listen carefully to what they know.

This was just a small introduction. I wanted to share last weeks happening when Morya and I were talking about the website. It was not meant to become a website (at least not now). I started to create a blog where our journey notes could go as I was really bored writing on google docs. That simply did not entice me, so I just created a blog for our own notes. It just happened to become something that looked nice and we both felt that we should not keep it to ourselves but open it up for anyone that just happened to find us. I had started work on a domain that I already owned but that did not feel right as we really wanted something with “Joy” in it. We started to search for domain names that was descriptive of our intention and adventure. Somewhere along the lines my programming brain said that “we are buying a domain and we need to think down the road that this should also fit with a company name….so then it all blow up to something that was much bigger. We wanted to start a company in the UK with a name that we both could agree to. Morya said “I can do the registration”. I felt that all was moving very smoothly, even if I had spent quite some time to investigate possible options for a name and then checking if that name was available in the UK company register. Tedious work, but quite joyous sensing into the quality of the different names and the possibilities they could bring. I was fully convinced that if we select a domain name then we also need to be clear on “branding” and company name of our endeavor.

The next day Morya said that this was no fun anymore and that she had had to take a break and really sense into the situation. We had been so sure that we were going smoothly so were did we go wrong? I returned back into my own energy and I suddenly realised where my brain had just entered into an IF… THEN… (old) logic. I asked myself again what was important to me. I just wanted us to make a decision on a domain name that carried the feeling of our work. And I assumed that this implies that we also need to be clear on a company and that we also should register this company…. Do we need a company at this point in time? No, we don’t. So I told Morya that from my perspective we do not need a company, I just want us to decide on a domain name…. So when that was sorted we just needed some more minutes to come to a decision. www.JoyVentures.co is now the place where you will find us! The decision was so quick and easy that it almost did not feel like a decision. It just was there for us to see.

Our unfolding adventure is really taking off! We share a field and it feels easy to draw creations from that field. Yes I do things, but I do not have to think so much, just tap into the field and sense what wants to show up next. If I think about what it will be in the end (when we are ready :-), which we will never be) then I stumble. When I feel what is my next step today, then it flows nicely.

We have set a “milestone”. We want to do some kind of launch April 11th. Today is March 1st. A lot has been accomplished already. Just by flowing with that which feels good in the moment. A lot will happen in the next 6 weeks!

I very much appreciate Morya and how we flow together. We both complement one another and we have some common experiences to fall back on. There is a field in which we feel comfortable and curious at the same time. We both have IT backgrounds and she can easily follow when I try to explain something which I feel we should do with websites, payment solutions, webinars, etc. That is all well, but the biggest thing for me is that she also knows and understand the world beyond and that we are on a journey to explore how we create from joy. I can not enough appreciate the gratitude I feel for this opportunity that we have created. Or should I say that it has been created for us? I do not feel that I have done anything more than many years having set out the intention and desire that I would like to be a student of creation and cocreation – how it really works. And now 6-7 years down the road it is coming about! Without me doing it. Yes I am acting on the opportunities that is being presented. And that is it. I am using my Joy compass to sense if it is feels joyous and then responding in the way that “feels right”, well aware of that there are no right or wrong ways to go about it. The most important thing is that I feel into what “is right” for me in that moment.

I do use logic sometimes also. Perhaps still to an extent where it would serve me better to just go with the feeling and have even less work to do. I just think that I am practicing by logically going through some of the options – like yesterday when I was looking into what company name and domain do we use for our venture. I started to look for open domain possibilities in combination with versions that included our most important word – Joy(s). I just started on a list and made it open on Google Drive for Morya to feel into when she had time. We worked on the topic in this shared space on the drive without having to talk about it. I started the list. She added to it. I made som more additions. I think that we today will have a dialogue together about it and sense the answers to the questions:  What field are we? What name can be a true representation of that energy? What feels joyous?

I know she is there. For many years I have had the feeling that I have been really alone. I have friends and I have created many things, but in the field of what really matters to me then I have felt quite lonely. Morya said the other day “why do you ask me about this” and the point she was trying to make was that I did not need her approval and thus should not have to ask her. I realize that I might be asking questions to trigger some kind of response so that I can feel that I am not alone. This is a pattern that has been with me my entire life, wanting to get confirmation that I am not alone, not abandoned. It is like I just want to hear someone whisper a “yes” to the questions “Are you still there?”, “Do you still love me?”, “Are we good?”.

I will be more observant when I ask questions from this space in me. I know that even if Morya would like to do something else, I am still fine and there is no one out there to ask permission from. It is just me loving myself and releasing my energy without asking permission to do so.

We are in this field together. It is getting stronger by the day as we let life flow through us in an expression of Joy!

I wake up with the understanding that we are not here to work…. We are here to express our unique gifts and that may look like work :-). It is interesting how the crystallization of organisations will look like in the future when people are expressing their gifts and when that calls them together as a crystallization. This is also what the Joy Journey is about. To explore totally new ways to create and cocreate. And to document it all along the way so that we can share the experience with others.

I am pondering about “how to get organized”. Together. It feels like we are in different circles. A couple of people are in the center. Others are more in the outer circles of the energy. That which holds us together is the intention that we have set out for this field. I definitely feel that I am in the center. This IS me. It is my life’s work – to explore creation and to release my highest expression of JOY on the journey.

I am also thinking that I will help others on their journey. As soon as that thought comes into my body then I become heavy and feel sick. I AM NOT HERE TO HELP ANYONE! Trying another way to express what I feel. I am here to guide others. Also that does not work….

I am here to be IN SERVICE! 

I am not even here to be “at service”, but “in service”. Immediately a very funny picture comes to me – to be “out of order” – ie not being in service, maybe that’s what many of us feel like? To be in service means to me that I am open to LIFE and how life wants to flow throw me. When in that state then that will be of service and I will be in service! Lovely feeling. Totally free. There is no object to relate to when I am in service. It is not related to someone or anything. It is just me and LIFE flowing through me in a joyous dance. How wonderful!

As we are progressing with the work I have started to think about what “roles” we need in order to make our team complete…. And I just realize that that too will have to be dropped. There are no roles to be filled. There are just the intention of what we do and people lining up with their gifts from a place of Joy.  The old idea that we shape roles and for people to fill them is passé – it simply does not fit the journey we are on. It is just an old though that we need to create roles and to have people fit with these roles. We have set out our intention. It vibrates. It draws people to us that have gifts that will naturally express themselves into the whole. So no more roles, just the joy of rolling out our individual colours.